Corvus, you posted it! Awesomeness in your post too. I love the depth of the discussions here.
Sir Edward, it is interesting too that for me in my other works, in the history of the American Southwest (the continent, not just the states period) and how the caballero evolved and the Californios who still felt they deserved respect from being Dons even though the country was now part of Mexico. Needless to say, I portray a Metis of sorts, mixed blood, true American. White, Mestizo, Spainish, and Navajo intermixed, with vacquero/metis clothing. It's funny how it all started with Disney's Zorro and Tombstone's Jonny Ringo. Zorro did truly have a profound effect on my younger years and continues to show itself today.
I always have found this interesting and a joyful conversation to have with members of "Chivalry" within reenactment groups. Pretty much for me, it's a check to see if in my mind they are worthy of the title. I've never felt an interview should only go one way
. Far too many people today care more about the title, badges, tabs, and tridents, than they do about what those icons of heroism, courage, and commitment to their causes actually mean.
I recently wrote a private message to Sir Nathan about this very subject, and the severity of the revelation that it being true, if I had grown up in the Medieval Era, if I had any chance at all, I would have served in the Holy Orders in some manner or fashion. This juxtaposed greatly versus where I was at the time, and truly forced me to reconcile with myself and my past. Indeed, sewing on the red cross patee on my habit was far more soul searching than any "quack" ever gave me at the VA. I had nowhere to hide, and only my own conscience to face.
One of my other friends, knowing my past more deeply simply said, "and you think the brothers back then ever felt any different?" Indeed, now it is something I strive to hold myself to, and it's making me a far better man for it.
YIS
B. Patricius